I just woke up from a really weird dream and you guys were in it. In my dream I was traveling with my youngest and we went to a hotel that kind of felt like it was in the Bahamas. And it was a familiar hotel like I had been going there often. When we checked in the guy told us that he would give us an upgraded room, and we went up to the room and it was not clean. The bed had been slept in etc….. So we went back down to the desk and he gave us a second room and when we went into the second room, we realized that it was also being used except it was familiar because it was the same room that we had slept in when we had visited that hotel last July. I kept thinking about July- specifically. But I think I was confused about when I took the respite care. (August/September) Also and weirdly we saw that the room was exactly the same as we had left it last “July” and I saw that I had left my carry-on bag there with some inconsequential belongings and stuff in it that I had not missed. This has to mean something. (I’ll return to the happy and calm me of respite care time?) Without taking my own lost things we went back down to the front desk and told him that the second room also had not been made up so he gave us a third room where we settled in. Then I couldn’t stop thinking about my stuff and I wanted to go back and get my bag from the second room so at some point I left Josh in a movie theater and I went over to the front desk by myself and was waiting long line of people to ask if I could have access to the second room where my own belongings were when you two show up because we were actually meeting for our vacation. You guys were dressed in vacation mode with sunglasses and wide brimmed hats. I was asking W questions about S’s eyes. (Right out of the HS reunion committee group chat from yesterday.) Then I talked to the front desk person, and I realize that I was telling the world’s longest story to get to my point and I couldn’t figure out how to explain to the front desk person this whole thing in a concise manner. And finally my middle son shows up, is super impatient and somehow the front desk also has a bar in it, and he starts to reach over the bar and serve himself drinks because I was taking so long to talk. Everyone was getting annoyed with him.
I kept saying that last July I left something so I am thinking that may the important part of my dream. The obvious guess would be that I don’t feel as good as I did after my little two week respite break last summer and maybe in my dream I was recognizing how stressed out I am again. But anyways, welcome to my dream ladies. I was looking forward to vacationing with you.
I’m trying to figure out if this dream has any meaning. When I woke up, I realized that I think I have dreamt about this hotel before, so it’s a repeating dream location. Also the carry-on bag that I forgot was this old bag that I used to use as a gym bag when I lived in stepford and I was a gym rat and I was in great shape. So there might be some meaning about getting back into shape too.
I had another big dream last night. The details have quickly evaporated but I can tell you for sure that it is another and different repeating dream. And that’s all I can tell you because I’ve been awake for a few minutes and it got out of my head as fast as it could. OK, well clearly I’m stressing. But I can hear the husband snoring on the baby monitor so same old same old for today I guess
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