So, the goddess has been telling me things, like how her Dad's light blue yes became denim in color the day before he passed, or how he started to believe that already dead loved ones were in the room with him. She is getting me ready to experience what appears to be coming down the pike. We actually discussed tactful ways I could inquire with the husband about potentially already seeing dead relatives. He would never tell me if he was if he knew what I was thinking it might mean. That would be way too real for him. So, I bit my tongue and waited for an opening.
Then the husband woke up from a nap and proceeded to tell me that he dreamed about being at one of those vacation type convention centers and feeling like there was a meeting he needed to get to. He said something about recalling his dreams lately so I casually asked if ever dreamed about family members and he told me that he did have a recurring dream where he knew he was supposed to be meeting with his brother (who has been gone for about 7 years already) because of some important reason, like they had to go somewhere together.
guys....
I stayed cool. I didn't bat an eyebrow. This time he seemed to know his brother had already passed so I just said that I missed him. Which is true.
I believe the husband is secretly terrified of dying and I am wondering if I joke with him about remembering to tell his brother HI from me before he goes to sleep if that will make it less scary for him when it happens. Or maybe I will just stop worrying so much. Hmmm. Thats a novel idea.
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