I want to share the letter that almost broke me. The goddess has been sick and I’ve been pleading with her over the phone to get a PCR test. She said she had done home tests that were negative. She sent this in the middle of the night from the ER. Thankfully I didn’t see this before I saw a follow up text from her saying she had sent an embarrassing email in the middle of the night during a moment of panic. She was already past the crisis that brought her to the ER. She will survive this. But the email…. I can’t read it without sobbing.
MY ANGEL FRIEND
You knoa how much i trust and love you. Please make sure they foloow the dnr ans you ar the only person i trust to make sure they don’t keep me on life supper adter mt brain goes. Pleasd. You were right all along. My son came home at 9 ans did a highwr uo swipe on the nose. It is pisitive covid. Full force high temp. Knew all day yesterday i woukd die soon. Felt the voice telli g me to settle my affairs. Didnt donit in time. PleaE know i love you . Aw are going to get the moninucal antibodies like you said to do 10 hours ago. I wish i had listened. I feel I can not make it tgrough this. It is taking over my body, my blood, my brain. My muscles i can feel it taking the life challe ging my life. I love you. Pmease be happy. We need to be happy, hou desercd it more rhan anyone.
Love
The goddess
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