I’ve been having vivid dreams every night. They’re the kind where I wake up with the very same strong emotions that I’ve been feeling in the dream and I can’t shake the feeling for hours. It all started with a dream that my grandmother was standing besides my bed. I turned towards her and she told me she was here to support and comfort me. But not in words. I just understood that was why she was here. Then, in my dream, she lifted the blanket and slid into bed next to me and I slept knowing that sweet pea was one side of me and my grandmother was holding me from the other side. The thing was, though, I don’t like being held and touched in my sleep and I didn’t feel comfortable with my grandmother holding me while I slept and I had the very real feeling of sleeping all tensed and uncomfortable and when I woke up I didn’t feel rested at all. i was happy to think she was here giving me strength but the holding In my sleep thing wouldn’t be the way I wanted that to go down. I most definitely felt as if she had really been here.
I only recallA small part of one other dream from the series and it involved my leg sinking into the soft wet dirt of my backyard because I had walked over a spot where children had been buried. In my dream I was screaming because I could feel the bones of those children touching my leg.
I hate this kind of dream and wish I could dream of glorious happy days and wake up feeling positive and uplifted.
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