I don't like the way waiting feels. I guess it's the combination of waiting without any other day to day purpose. Why even get of bed? Why try?
I can see why people in this position would give up on themselves, on life. I am fighting every day to stay positive and to speak positively about the future to Evan.
When I open my eyes in the morning I feel nothing but disappointment knowing that there is nothing more to today than wasting time.
48 hours left.
Never knew I could want to be new town as much as I want to be in new town right now.
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