My broke ass still hurts so much that I twisted around to see the bruising this morning in the mirror. Due to the bruising being on either side of my ass crack it isn't an easily visible area, so I was forced to (yes, I put a big chunk of change into the therapy jar) ask Josh if my eyes deceived me or not because I was sure the bruise was darker than when I first noticed it on day 5. Josh (after cloroxing his eye balls ) said that not only did he believe the bruise was darker, but he thought it might be bigger too.
Awesome. Just freaking awesome. Not that I am counting but it is day 9.
There is exactly one position where I am not in pain and that is lying in bed on my side. I sure can sleep a lot.
This morning I awoke at 5:30 in a dream about calling the chiropractor. I was incredibly frustrated and ANGRY in my dream because the phone would neither show me my calendar for the day or call the new town barely effective chiropractor, who in my dream had the face of my new new shrink from way back when in step ford. Anyways, in my dream I was so furious that I squeezed my phone and broke it which upset me even more since someone was offering to exchange my working phone for a newer model. Then my eyes opened and it took me THREE HOURS to shake off the anger, which didn't dissipate until I was standing around the dog park chatting with all of my lovely dog friends.
It's always such a good feeling to be there in the park, among the good dog owning and loving people. Then today some dude with a tiny pit bull came through and she started to attack sweet pea over a stick and the dude practically fell onto all of the dogs in a panic move trying to get his dog off of sweet pea. But since my anger had just melted away moments before the psycho pit bull attack I was able to just shrug it off. Also the dude whisked his vicious killer dog away, so sweet pea could stay with all of her friends. Besides, in the world I am barely functioning in right now (this not sleeping well thing is doing me in!!) a close call with a mini pit bull barely registers as a blip on my radar.
Next week I am taking a workshop in solar plate printing. I am pretty excited, as it is with the man who invented solar plates to begin with. I know how to use solar plates, but they have been reformulated, and also I want any inside knowledge this guy has to share. I have such high hopes. In my world high hopes typically means disappointment, so I am trying to keep it in perspective. The one area I am concerned with is that this guy might not be gearing his workshop towards photographers, so I am prepared to be pushy with the questions I need answered.
That being said I am going to swing by the art store this weekend and pick up some special papers for printing on. Yay!!
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