channeling

Every morning when I come down the stairs I sitll fight the impulse to turn the corner and take bear bait out of her crate.  

It saddens and frustrates me.

In the mean time Evan has a single day of school left and then we are FREE for the summer. Oh baby yeah!  Part of me wants to set my alarm clock and wake up early every day and the other part of me wants to sleep for 12 hours a night.   I'll probably mix it up.  And binge watch something in between too. 

I've been seriously slacking in the photo taking department, so as soon as the kids are off I am focusing on one thing only:  MAKING WORK.  Hopefully good work.  I'm pretty excited abotu my utopia project and feeling more enthusiastic about lake guy now that I just completed a paper on some photographers, one of whom is Bruce Davidson.  Davidson managed to photograph people withotu the people feeling taken advantage of , so I am going to read and watch everything I can about him and channel that good energy.

All I can think about these days is getting to work, which is a good dictraction since one of my two new town friends is moving away.  It's going to be lonely around here next year.  And I told the one remaining friend that she can expect to find me just dropping in at her house, frequently.