Waiting

is going to drive me insane.

 

When did I get so impatient?

The place I called for the bulb doesn't have it in stock, so they have to have it sent straight from the distributor, who does not deal with the public or snap right to it when things are ordered and the grad school I really wanted to go to anyway isn't sending out their letters of acceptance for another month (!!!!!).  Also, I really want a new camera more than I am willing to admit out loud and I want Canon to release a new version of my pro camera, which there are rumors about, but no one knows for sure.  sigh.  camera .... camera .... camera .....

Oh freak.  

Right now I am waiting for the incredibly unreliable electrician to show up.  I'm gonna be so mad if he is insanely late.  He always is insanely late, so I don't even know why I am going down this road.  I should just leave.  He has my cell phone number.

Also, Evan is going to Guyana, and I am so very worried about all the disease down there.  I had to get him immunizations for yellow fever, hep. A, and typhoid.  Also, he has to take malaria pills.  You would have to pay me some serious bucks to go to Guyana. Sorry.  My sense of adventure?  It's pretty much within driving distance. 

My standard response to waiting is to sit and stare off into space, but I am telling myself to make this time productive, which I need the freaking bulb to do, unless I start all over with some new photos, but I am seriously at risk of drowning in photos, since I am still playing with the 30 thousand (small exaggeration) photos I took in the last 18 months.