I let a hacker have access to my computer. I feel like such an idiot. I have changed my IP address and am getting the computer scrubbed this week. Hopefully the IT guy I take my computer to can see if it has been breached or not before he has to erase everything. I haven't turned the lap top on in a week.
In the mean time we went to California I got go kayaking in the ocean past a colony of sea lions. I got to shoot a shot gun at clay pigeons. I had an 80 minute massage and three fabulous dinners. I wished I could send the family home and stay on by myself. I need a vacation. I'm not talking about the kind of vacation where the whole family goes somewhere fun. I'm talking about me going on vacation by myself and doing what I want to do and not thinking about anyone else. I just don't know any other way to take care of myself.
I've been eating like its my last meal. I'm making myself kind of ill. Every day I tell myself I'm going to turn it around. Then I inhale the first thing I see. ???? Maybe my vacation needs to be the looney bin.