First I'm driving IN FREAKING TRAFFIC and I can see the moon come up. Just stab me through the eyeballs with a knife. The only place I want to be is utopia. Then there is a spectacular sunset over my left shoulder. I keep trying to shout to the kids over the video they are distracting themselves with. I point I wave I want them to notice how spectacular the view is. I want them to oooh and aaah. They know what I want and they try.
I'm ready to turn green grow a few feet and burst out of the car. I want to find a mountain with an uninstructed view. Or a big open lake. I try to appreciate that I a can peek at the glorious sunset. It could be worse. I could be in my kitchen not noticing at all. But I do see it and I can't see it the way I want to. Arrrggghhh.